February 2011
176 posts
I hate when someone replies to your post and you...
I HATE THIS FRIGGEN AWKWARDNESS BETWEEN US
i swear, I wish i never told you. I wish you never read what i wrote. I wish this would all go away, and you could just be my good guy friend again. what the fuck. I just want to have a normal conversation again.
Day 4 & 5
Day 4: Seven Wants
1. I want reassurance.
2. I want to have the feeling of being loved again.
3. I want to get out of this mess
4. I want to not feel tired anymore
5. I want to feel happiness again.
6. I want to do really good in school.
7. I want to just live normally.
Day 5: Six places!
- CHIPOTLE
- SCHOOL.
- HOME.
- MY ROOM.
- MY SISTERS ROOM.
- THE GYM.
@jushiledawn
Forreaal,i know but it’s hella hard y’know? i’m getting there! this shit just keeps coming back when i forget it or something. =T
I’m jealous of those people that have a life to actually wake up to. Ones who have studied so hard when they’re little or like ones who have like colleges or something constantly watching them when they play a sport or something. Their lives seem so amazing. Then i look at mine. and i’m just like shiiiiiit -_______-
You say this, then you say that. Then you tell me this, but you tell her that. What do you really mean? I hate this whole guessing game, i’m kind of tired of it too. Now, i’m kinda just standing here in the middle wondering what i should do.
Physically, mentally, emotionally- tired.
ayeeesther:
Every day, it’s the same routine from the moment I wake up to the moment I knock out. Wake up, go to school, same classes, same faces, walk the same paths, hang out with the same crowd, go home, sleep, eat, homework, then knock out. Next day? Same thing all over again. It’s always that same kid messing around during class, the same faces I pass by in the hallways, the same kids doing...
January 2011
183 posts
Why?
Why right now? WHY does everything pile up on me right now. It’s like one bad thing after the next, after the next, after the next. like shit, when is it gonna stop? Just when i think things can’t get worse, BAM. It gets worse. I swear i can’t even sit through one class anymore not wanting to just curl up and cry. I wish everything would just go away, and i wouldn’t have to...
Falling is the result of a gravitational force.
xxfeeshlove:
There’s nothing pulling you back up.
Just your own strength, and sometimes that isn’t enough.
So there’s no such thing as falling out of love.
Once you’re in love, you can’t get out again.
Which means that if you think you’re falling out of love with someone,
you weren’t really in love with them in the first place.
um, i’m really sorry for having to put you through this situation, but it’s not really something i can help myself with. Believe me. I wish i could have control over it too. BUT i don’t. This is awkward for the both of us, but i’m hoping it’ll pass soon. You’re an amazing friend. You’ve become like almost one of my bestfriends in these past couple months...
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I hate how you act like nothing happened when your friends come over or something. You make me look like the worst fucking daughter in the world. Do you know how hard i try to make you proud of me? I know im never going to be as good as Angela or Eric. But you know what i fucking try. But you guys never see that. I know im the worst kid you could ever have. Let alone anyone could ever have. You...
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I hope next week is better then this week.
Are you calling me a bitch?
whoaitsashley:
Cos ‘bitch’ is another word for ‘female dog’; dogs bark; bark is something on trees; trees are a part of nature; &&nature is beautiful. So, theoretically speaking, you just called me beautiful. Awh, thanks for the compliment, then![:
I don’t know what it is about you, but i really like you. I’ve never in my life gotten butterflies around the guy i like. But you. Around you, i do. My face turns red, and i smile like an idiot. You leave me smiling for the whole day. All i can ever think about is you. I guess you can say that i’ve liked you for a while, and i finally had the guts to tell you. I love that even...
I really want a hug right now.
FINALLLLLS WEEK!
Monday was not crackin’. I’m not eveen gonna say anything about it!
Tuesday, I woke up and went to school, and they got us all ready for finals and what not. Afterschool I walked to Kathy’s house and we studied till like 6. and then Lisa called me so i walked to her house and we “studied” till like 9. then i had to go home, and my shoes came!<3 i was happy =) and...
I wonder how boys feel when they're in love.
jahhaaaayben:
-sandeezy:
Do they get butterflies? Do they have you on their mind 24/7? Do they wait for you to come online for hours? Do they smile at random times at the thought of you? Do they miss you all the time? Do they think about the smallest things you say?
Yes we do get butterflies. Yes we do have you on our mind 24/7. Yes we do wait. Yes we do smile at random times. Yes we do say...
Daily Challenge Day 2&3:
DAY 2.
1. I LOVE KISSES ON THE FOREHEAD =)
2. I love when people try to make me feel better.
3. I love taking walks.
4. I love spending time w/ my girls.
5. I love my bestfriends =)
6. I love all my friends!
7. I love that you always got my back no matter what. Even when we dont even talk.
8. I love that feeling when i wake up and i have like hella texts =)
9. I love spending time w/...
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interested in anyone?
hahah yeaaaaaup.
Ask me anything
HI ELAINE IS THE BEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE...
monkeyteets:
I love her<33333333
im bored. LOL
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Good luck during finals champ =)
THANKS LOVE<3 BACCK ATCAA =)
Ask me anything
DAY ONE : 1O secrets.
1 - I love kisses on the forehead.
2 - Im scared to loose my friends & family
3 - Sometimes I hate you.
4 - I check out everyone. LOL.
5 - I wish i would be able to meet all my cousins.
6 - I wish that i could have a better relationship w/ my brother.
7 - Going out with him was the biggest thing ive ever regretting in my life
8 - I dont like to admit things.
9 - Sometimes i...
It's amazing how much you can do to me.
The hardest part about trying to get over you
is that everything reminds me of you.
Reblog if you wish cancer didn't exist.
withthestrengthofourlove:
cileymyrus:
only a sick bastard wouldn’t reblog this
I hate how certain things like this force you to feel awful and guilty for not doing something (reblogging this). Is there a name for that? False guilt maybe? I don’t know but labeling someone a sick bastard for not reblogging this isn’t fair
^^^
SERIOUSLY?
Like what are you trying to get at. I’ve done everything i could to get this shit outta my mind but it’s like driving me insane. It’s so stupid for me to think about everyday. But i can’t help myself. i hate this. YOU ARE DRIVING ME INSANE.
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK.
I’m going fucking crazy.
I said i wouldn't but i did. Now, look where it's...
Booy, why are you playing w/ me?
My day doesn't feel complete until I talk to you.